lol... Hate my fcking life... so dam screwed.. so fcked up...

Feeling so scrwed and upset nowadays for no reason... Sad for nothing... Down for nth... No.. maybe there is something bothering me... But dun even noe if i should say it... Dun even feel like turning on the computer at all... Dun even feel like living... The only reason why i am so sad... Probably because i realised something and also i learnt something... B'day coming soon... This coming sunday.. 23rd... I wonder how many people even noe that... Oh well, i rather not letting anyone noe... Rather spend it alone again... Better this way... Maybe i'm not meant to have frens and all... Maybe i'm meant to be just a loner... Who noes? The world seems to hate me... Dam fcked up.... Hais, dun wan post liao... No mood....