Screwed up worst then ever..... All thanks to a wrong chioce i made during the beginnning of the year.....

all because of one stupid mistake i made.... If only i could turn the clock back to the time when i was about to make that decision and stop myself from doing it... My life would not have remained happy..... I would not even have to be thinking about how sad and messed up my life is.... Well i am posting almost so many times a day... Just wan to write out everything.... the one mistake i made..... don't know if i should type it out or not.... maybe i wount...